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AtsuiChokoreto
Ninja wannabe.
United States
Current Residence: USC, Fun House, Konoha Village, or spaced out somewhere.
Favourite genre of music: Virtually anything from DDR, techno, dance, happy hardcore. I do like to rock out every so often.
MP3 player of choice: iPod. It may be ghetto-fied courtesy of many a clumsy drop, but I <3 it!
Shell of choice: Bentley's shmeckshay turtle shell, of course. :3
Favourite cartoon character: Kakashi, Dib, Mr. K, Sakano... so many!
Personal Quote: "Where there's a will, there's a spank."--Rally
Interests
  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: &quot;Still Alive&quot; - Portal
  • Reading: I don't know--recommend something!
  • Playing: DESPERATELY wanting to play &quot;Portal&quot;
  • Eating: Cake! &lt;3 (Vanilla, of course).
  • Drinking: Very flat Coca-Cola.
Stress stress stress. Yick.

Finals, college application deadlines, Christmas presents to buy, other personal problems...

Really, REALLY don't like this time of year. Can we cancel Christmas? Please? It would give me a much needed break.  (Christmas Break with the Christmas is just hectic and stressful for the most part). There's nothing I desperately want enough to warrant a whole big Christmas thing, ya know?

But I'm just griping. Sorry.

I keep perpetually re-realizing what a jerk I naturally am.  I've kept almost every profession of love others have written for me and when I re-read them, instead of feeling bad for the poor friend who had to deal with unrequited love, I feel smug instead. I know it's horrible. I know I shouldn't treat them like trophies. And yet I do. The other day, I was feeling really low on myself and I made a list of every person who liked me and even calculated how many per year of my high school career I had on average (somewhere between three and four).  It's sick.  Anyone who ever liked me should feel bad that I treat their feelings this way.

There's a sense of comfort I get when I read them though... Or remember verbal confessions (though those were few--I calculated the statistics on that too and I think about 28% admitted it to me in person? I don't have the data with me, so I'm not sure...).  

Congratulations, people who were dense enough to like me--and worse, let me know about it--you're a statistic now! :D

Ugh.

I feel as though if someone ripped my body apart, black sludge would ooze out.  Like Joseph Heller said, humans are all garbage on the inside. But I think mine's more toxic than most.

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taconaco Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
HEYYY 'tis Will's sister :D I found your DA and now I am going to watch you~~
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roxy303 Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2008
do u want to be friends?! :)
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roxy303 Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2008
i've loved your work sence I was like five !!
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Galaxys-Most-Wanted Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2008  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the visit!
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hieislover07 Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2007  Hobbyist General Artist
happy valentines day angie-chan
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hieislover07 Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2007  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fav angie-chan!!!! I RUV YOU!!!!! :blowkiss:
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gelphie Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2007
I think you should check out my club... you might like it! =D

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i like ur stuff lots, it's wicked ^^
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pjtierney2003 Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2006
You have some interesting Final Fantasy works there. Keep up the good work, and have a look at my gallery.
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